The ROCKSTAR
i hope the smile could last longer

Koh'SiHui♥
Age:14
Birthday:13 feb 1995
School:Unity Sec
CCA:UNITY DANCE TROUP
Having a single life
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shhhh...
all i want to hear is your voice





Yours Truly
this is all i wanted you to know about me

--Loves♥--
♥G-DRAGON
♥korea pop
♥shopping
♥hanging out with frens
♥cosplay
♥money$$
♥branded
♥the colour black & pink
♥listening to music
♥sms
--HatesX--
[X]Hongster
[X]People who give attitude
[X]People who are cheap
[X]Insects
[X]Backstabber

Whishlist
♥not to be hurt again
♥new branded bag
♥3rd,4th&5th 7thpiercing
♥new cloths
♥Go Kbox again
♥Go other country
♥Go out with sisters

goodbye
don't ever look back

MY SHINY STARS
2/2porkys. / UnityDance. / Angela blogshop. / Anthea. / Carmen. / Emilyn. / Fiona. / Yi Xuan.

Angela. / Becky. / Calvin. / Chanel. / Clare. / Daniel. / Diane. / Fionne. / Gladys. / Jarrel. / Jason. / Jin Jie. / Marcus. / Min Yi. / Riana. / Pauline. / Siew Meng. / Sharlene. / Shi Hao. / Swee Ying. / Teng Fong. / Terence. / Wen Jie. / Xuan Ping. / Yong Yang. / Yong Ye. / Ze Hao.


memory lane
all i have now...
February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009

flashbacks
this is all that is left
go to my new blog from now on okay people^^ TAG ME PEOPLE!! i want freedom!!! GDragon SHOP SHOP SHOP!! LALALA No mood to do anything... HAPPY BIRTHDAY CARMEN!!! sian rain never stops...

take a bow
I'm the best damn thing that your eyes have ever seen
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There's no real love in you,Why do I keep loving you
Saturday, October 31, 2009 @ 12:12 AM

im in love with this song when i see the lyrics
the song name is
Automatic by Tokio Hotel
it goes like this

Automatic
Automatic

You're automatic,
And your heart's like an engine
I die with every beat
You're automatic,
And your voice is electric
Why do I still believe?

It's automatic
Everywhere in your letter
A lie that makes me bleed
It's automatic
When you say things get better
But they never...

There's no real love in you
There's no real love in you
There's no real love in you
Why do I keep loving you

It's automatic,
Counting cars on a crossroad
They come and go like you
It's automatic,
Watching faces I don't know
Erase the face of you

It's automatic
Systematic
So traumatic
You're automatic

There's no real love in you
There's no real love in you
There's no real love in you
Why do I keep loving you

Automatic
Automatic
Automatic
Automatic

Each step you make
Each breath you take
Your heart. Your soul.
Remote-controlled
This life is so sick
You're automatic to me

(Love in you)
(Love in you)
There's no real love in you
There's no real love in you

There's no real love in you
There's no real love in you
There's no real love in you
Why do I keep loving you?

Automatic
(There's no real)
Automatic
(Love in you)
Automatic
(Why do I)
Automatic
(Keep loving you?)
Automatic...

this song fits me very well
here is a link if you wanna hear it
coz i wont change G-Dragon's song to this ^^
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u21NVVHNDi0

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dieing without you but still must survive
Tuesday, October 27, 2009 @ 6:17 AM






went to kbox today as planned(:
had damn lot of fun
go from 2-7plus pm
sang sad song, told myself not to cry
but some tears did come out...
but ending we sang .... hmmm
it knocks you down by keri hilson
damn nice lor
but i think the best song we have sang is
girlfriend by avril because we were all singing together so happily(:
and si le dou yao ai by ah xing ( F.Y.I chinese song )
coz me and emilyn were like shouting so loud^^ HAHA
total we paid per person is 14$$$
actually is 7 but the person go give us 6 small bowls of tibits ( which we don't need )
and each bowl cost us $6
siao lor
the bowl damn small leh
evil kbox!!!
haha
but still had a lot of fun

having a new life now
and in the process of forgeting you
hard but still...
will cheer up okay(:
*smile

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kbox woohoo
Monday, October 26, 2009 @ 8:07 PM

results...
like damn shit chi bai lor
geo fail until 20plus only
math also fail until 30plus
walao...
somemore my history the CA2 only got 7 over 100 only...
pull down a lot lor
but this time for SA2 my history got 52 over 100
but in report book still will fail...

scare cannot go sec3...
ppl still ask me want to go which class
i tell them that if i got the chance to choose than say...
lol


later going kbox!! woohoo
haha
can sing until no voice like that
sing until my heart not pain anymore...
because,
you say monday you will give me your answer
but yesterday until now you haven even msg me yet...
waiting again...
yesterday night... 12am plus
i asked where were you, never reply
today morning, i asked if you are done thinking, never reply again...
my heart is broken into pieces just like that.

forget about it...
my friend told me to do something to make myself busy
so that i would not have the time to think of you...
its not as easy as what you think okay...
its hard to forget someone that you really have feelings for...

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waiting
Sunday, October 25, 2009 @ 6:13 AM

bored now...
cannot go out until got my results...
but planning to go kbox on tues
yesterday had flu
today a bit better but still not feeling that well
also dont know what to do at home lor
sian leh
wake up le than eat
after that play com
also nothing else to do le lor
no life man...

suddenly got back the feeling to playing pet society this days
dont know why
than just now look out the window saw one couple kissing...
OMG 0.o
kiss finish le they go back play their com...
lol
i told anthea about this
she told me that its a free show so tell me to continue to watch
haha dont want lah
so gross lor than i also not interesed, want to continue to watch my tv

today is the 10th day that i have waited for you...
you say tmr you will be giving me your answer
ya im waiting but ...
i dont know if i should go back to you...
if i go back to you im scared that i will be hurt again...
but i really want to be with you...
see first bah

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i failed...
Friday, October 16, 2009 @ 6:52 AM







went to orcard and fareast with anthea & fiona
was not that fun because my heart was still .... ya... nvm
btw... spent a lot of money...
brought one ring that cost me 29.90
and a shirt that cost 17.25
nice
went to buy food after that to eat
while walking... walk pass a girl dressup as a boy with a very chio girl together...
they les lor... lc together!!! eh public leh...
later...
got one guy keep looking at me lor than i look ...he keep looking
i dont know when will he stop looking so i just turn away...
(i think quite cute leh but anthea say okok only...nvm)
today my main point on going out today is not to shop
is to try to stop thinking about you boy...
but i failed...
walk pass topshop thought of you...
shop shop shop when i was feeling a bit better le
suddenly... anthea call me ...
show me the shirt design that you always wear the but different colour
when i saw it i was almost going to cry leh...
but i tell myself not to...
sigh...

reach home at around 7.30 plus
walk until my feet really very pain...
no money le...
bring 50plus dollars but spent all of it...
sian need to save money again...


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regrets...
Thursday, October 15, 2009 @ 2:39 AM


looking for blings to light up my life again...

math paper i think i will fail leh...
oh well...
went to lot one after school with anthea, emilyn and fiona
go walk walk first than after that go buy lunch eat
buy food le, went to a void deck to eat
and we saw a cat!!! fiona was like.... AAHHH GOT CAT!!! GO AWAY~
haha no lah not that drama lah, she is just scare but i dont
so i gave my left over food to feed the cat
haha

went to the library to slack...
this is went my heart started to crack into pieces...
what is it that you want to tell me just say...
you dont need to drag it when it is all going to end up having the same ending...
quarrel with your parents so?!
i also almost everyday quarrel with them what?
big fuck uh?! sigh...

regrets regrets regrets
that is all that is on my mind right now...
why did i let you into my heart?!
why do you treat me like that?
why?
you say we need to take a break and get back together, but it wont be the same anymore
so... whats the use?

what is on your mind right now?
and what is on my mind right now?
do you know?...
sigh... its no use now...
i have deleted all the messages that you have sent me...
and also the pictures of you...
but i cant delete you from my heart...
i even cried for you...
you think i want the meh?!
knn
im trying so hard not to cry again you know?!
i am now scare to go to another relationship... because of you...

you say before you wanted to give me a surprise...
ya and this is the surprise i get...
i tell you before, the surprise i wanted to get is happy until i cry
and not sad until i cry
you say you promise to make me happy but what i get is the opposite
is promises meant to be broken to you?!
if you happen to be reading this than i hope that you are happy with what you did to me
for your information
saying sorry, or dui bu qi does not help at all
not even i single bit of fuck

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no mood man...
Wednesday, October 14, 2009 @ 8:27 PM

lit paper
quite okay bah i guess
maybe pass maybe fail...

geog paper
maybe pass coz still okay

sci paper
think will pass the.
got confident

today after school went to long john sliver to eat breakfast
after tat went to lot one walk walk slack slack
than buy food le go void deck eat
rain very heavy lor want to go out of the void deck also cannot...
also very cold...
went to emilyn house after that
GO STUDY HOR!!!
really
but than anthea never go... sad
so left me carmen and emilyn only...
haha but still had fun!!!

reach there le emilyn give me assignment give me do while she go bath
okay bah but got some wrong
until 6 le den left her house

emilyn pei me and carmen walk to de LRT
reach there le i scan my card than no more money le lor!!!
than i also no money to topup lor so i faster call emilyn
to tell her go home take money than lend me so i can topup my card
while waiting i go call that wj
i tell him everyting le than he say later msg me...
one hour later still haven msg me...
eh WTF
afternoon still show me attitude
i forget bout it le than now still show me attitude?!

walao no si pei no mood to talk to you leh...
today how many days only like that?!
you show me attitude i also show you my attitude lah!! fuck man...
you bad mood than like that lah?!
you read this le buay song come talk to me lor

make me no mood study for math le lah knn
go lah go find your ex lah

ps for passerby to read this coz i really damn fuck up now
but im still a nice next door girl you all know(:
HAHAHA kidding lah
jy ppl for math because this is the last paper okay
study finish le than can do wadever you want le okay(;
BYEEEE

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happily never after?...
Friday, October 9, 2009 @ 7:17 AM


cute(:

eng paper 2
easy but dk will pass or not mah...

geog
hard man!!!
so many dk but hope i pass...

chinses paper 2
WTH
so many words dk how to spell
fail the lor
lucky than i think will pass bah...


today
wakeup le... got headache, dizzy and also sweating a lot...
dk what happen to me
walk very steps pain until dk what...
why like that?...
pain until my tears come out lor
doing the chinese paper not that pain so... okay
after paper, felt dizzy and still having headache
i hate this kind of feelings
but never go home coz i donwanna

went to teckwhye with anthea and emilyn
pei anthea go take contact lens
i very long never go there le lor
coz i used to live in teckwhye

after tat when to blk 118 there slack
went to anthea's house after that but emilyn go find HER TOFU(:
haha wow!!!
go until 1plus bah i think than i went to kwj the house

go thr watch tv than eat coz the parents got cook
woohoo free lunch leh(:

than suddenly my head very pain than the tears come out...
but got kwj thr so i still fine^^
i rest at his shoulders thr awhile hahas
after that 4 plus than i take bus go home le
when to buy dinner coz later i don't want to come down and buy le mah
so many things...
take until my hand pain lor
buy le than went home...

today really feel so sick...
sorry today no mood kays(:
muacks<3

now my head is still in pain...
sian lah chibai
sigh...
no mood study leh...
but must right?...
if not how to pass my exams?...

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hehe
Thursday, October 1, 2009 @ 9:36 AM


look his signature(:

today english paper one...
okay lah not that hard as i thought...
which is good
i did Q1 for section one
the question is about...
''do you think that heath is more important than wealth?''
well or something like that... forgot
than section two...
i don't know need to write the address or not lor
than i see there they write 150 to 200 words than must be just write the tittle only bah
rewrite it for two times lor...
the third time is my final piece than almost timeup le
so just look thought see nth than just sit down there and STARE!!!
HAHAHAHA

tmr chinese paper one
it's going to be hard for me because i am one of those that chinese CMI the lor
want to revise also hard coz all cannot read

after my dad came back, i ask him to read for me
than he say my teacher use the words is those old china form of writing lor!!!
LOL

oh ya btw i this time got go the remedial leh!!!
go science the
than don't know why that charmaine, pauline and siewmeng keep on laughing lor
LOL

after that still got time than ask fiona slack with me, she say don't want
say yew tee very sian, go home better lor

than nevermind lor
go home use com play play play

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